The second is that I may run into copyright infringement problem, with both the 2000 page theory I wrote and which I present below ("The Path toward Scientific Enlightenment") and the following stories explaining how I would end up running into copyright infringement problem with all my writings, i.e. "My experience with..." and "How I have been made into a different person". The government may have instructed someone to claim these works as their own or to produce them elsewhere in order to make it look like I copy these works which I wrote from someone or somewhere else, and then investigate me for it. If you hear someone or government authority claiming that the first or both of these stories aren't authored by me the *real* Lawrence C h i n who is seen in the videos on this site, then both stories -- but especially the second: "How I have been made..." -- are meant to explain why government authority *has to* make such FALSE claim, or instruct someone to make such FALSE claim, the lie that the two stories which are meant to explain why the government authority must make it as if I didn't write these two stories (or the first one of the two) plus the 2000 page theory are not written by me but by someone else -- that I'm not Lawrence but someone else is. Let me say it at once: I am the author of all the writings presented here, and I am the *real* Lawrence.

(September 2008) I’m always under secret investigation by one law enforcement agency or another for having "delusion" that government is running operation on me and law enforcement is tracking me. Now I think I’m just on the watch list of the Secret Service which, with local law enforcement, is collecting reports (frequently false reports) about me. All the investigation is of course in secret, and no one has come interview me or anything. But I'm pretty sure of it. All of this is also explained in the third story "How I have been...". I believe another part of Secret Service’s investigation of me consists in “finding out my identity”, for they most likely don’t believe that I’m Lawrence C h i n. They may be tracking this website right now and wondering, “Gee, this guy just can’t let go his delusion that he is Lawrence C. He’s now writing a story to justify that he’s Lawrence C.” The story “How I have been made…” is meant to explain how this has come about.

The alerts mentioned will also say other malicious things about me in addition to the lie that I'm not who I am: e.g. "I do espionage for foreign powers"... The second story "How I have been..." will also explain why the government (law enforcement authority) might spread this untruth as well.

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(Oct 14 2008) The reason why I'm writing all the crazy stories that you see below is to tell my pain. I've been made by authority into the most detested person in human history -- I'm not the most detestable person in human history, although I'm not so likable either. I'm also certainly one of the unhappiest and most miserable persons in the world right now. The unfortunate fate and suffering I have been made to endure is unprecedented in human history. The two are in a causal relationship, because my misery stems principally from my inability to have genuine, fulfilling human contacts thanks to the governmental and law enforcement intervention. Secondarily because I can't even do the ordinary things that everyone else can do -- i.e. express my talent of writing and drawing -- without again fearing governmental intervention. No one else has this sort of problems.

I'm a perpetual state of deepest depression because of governmental operation on and law enforcement investigation of me (four years in total, but it's the last two years that really cause me the depression). It's hopeless because I can never escape it, not even when I escape to foreign countries. In face of this perpetual depression that I know for sure will never end and that gets so bad eventually that I actually feel physical pain which sometimes causes me to suddenly collapse and twitch and convulse, the only thing I can do is complain. I've become what Dr. Abraham Low once called the "expert complainer": "Essentially, they have decided that their case is beyond repair. What they expect is a hearing, perhaps some temporary relief, but not a final cure." (Mental Health through Will Training, 3rd ed. p. 24) And that's why I write my stories, my memoir: "My experience with..." and "How I have been made into a different person": the crazy stories you see here. I'm just here to complain about my pain and suffering, that's all, and explain how they originated (how this governmental and law enforcement action on me works -- causes me pain -- and why it started). No one, of course, will believe any of the stories I tell, and I'm not trying to convince anyone. I'm only trying to say that I'm in pain. That's also why I write my blog (Lawrence's otherwise nonsense blog). Complaining is my life goal now, the only thing I do everyday.

DISCLAIMER (Oct 25 2008): that said, I do not attempt here to convince you that the stories I tell below are true. The stories I tell below ("My experience..." and "How I have been made into a different person") constitute my memoir and I believe in their truthfulness wholeheartedly, but I lay no public claim that the events I describe therein actually happen. I'm referring specifically to the "events behind the scene": When I write about my attending a particular social gathering, for example, no one will bother to dispute that such gathering took place and that I was there. But when I also write that this gathering was orchestrated by so-and-so unknown persons in some agencies from behind the scene, just treat this as the delusion of a schizophrenic if you will and I am not here arguing with you that it is not. I believe that the events I narrate have happened and have happened as I describe them, but I can be sick or wrong -- very wrong. When the stories seem to talk about real people, please just have pity on me and consider what I describe as merely harmless delusion or whatever. The "real people" are only referred to by their first name, and don't believe anything I write about them if you somehow find what I write about them "defamatory" in any way. The same goes for the public agencies mentioned sometimes by name in the stories. I have few visitors, and I just want to feel the therapeutic effect that writing gives me when I write out what's in my mind and write it out well. That's all I'm seeking as a writer.
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CHECK ROBOTS.TXT IN THIS ROOT DIRECTORY TO SEE WHAT PAGES I DISALLOW SEARCH ENGINES TO INDEX.

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• 1. How I have been made into a different person (Jan 2008 - present: still in composition)

  NOTICE: This story consists of two parts: my trip to China and Europe (Jan - Feb 2008), and my experience with the social groups of a certain Karin. This story, although I have hardly even finished writing it, can still be made (especially its first part) by the government authority to look like I copy it from some where or someone else. See my blog post "To steal your work before you even produce it" for my guess as to how this can be done.

  NOTICE (Dec 29 2008): Follow my blog also to understand how this site now risks being suppressed. I recently filed a small claim suit against a government informant against me, and the "people behind her" are now directing her to do damages, not just to my person, but very possibly to my recent writings as hosted here.

  The following are manuscript fragments: NOT PUT TOGETHER INTO A CONTINUOUS NARRATIVE YET

  • A. How I have been... Part I: China and Europe
    Manuscript fragments 1 - 64 (from Feb - Sept 2008) are hand written pages. Here are the two files in which the scanned JPEG images of these pages are located: File 1, and File 2. File 1 is copyrighted at the Lib. of Congr. Copyright Office, job # 1-82990931, TXu 1-582-659. These hand-written manuscripts were only a hasty first round, and when I rewrite them again, I will certainly add more details that I didn't bother to note down in the first round.

    Fragment 65: Strange scenes at the hostel.
    Accompanying registration certificate
    SHA1: 0c3976e45cc2b3f8933b59435f8b3f8faefd72f1

    Fragment 66: The Agency's argument at the ICJ.
    Accompanying registration certificate
    SHA1: ce9578ebd117000f3504feab5caca57d620497d3

    Fragment 67: Cassie by the Great Lake
    Acocompanying registration certificate
    Look for the file's signature here.

    Fragment 68: Gaelle's trick
    File signature here.

  • B. How I have been... Part II: Karin's meetups

    Fragment 1: "Creating a fake Lawrence and re-inventing the original Lawrence"
    Registration certificate (I have added "_" to the file name of this document, ("karin's_meetup_revised3.pdf" instead of "karin's meetup revised3.pdf". But the signature on the certificate should remain the same.)
    SHA1: 948409864df7b87066fcd6d34e77fc739c65a1e0

    Fragment 2: "Back to an eerie show and 'hearsay'"
    Registration certificate
    SHA1: 650eca9bdac4521b6dc6943737dd1a233ae0d5e7
    Additions made Nov. 2 2008.

    Fragment 3: "Operation meetup and Borderline Personality Disorder"
    Registration certificate
    Look for the signatures of this file by finding its file name here.

    Fragment 4: "To frame you into the most disgusting entity in the world"
    Registration certificate
    Look for the signatures of this file by finding its file name here.

• 2. My Experience... (July - November 2007. The original current version appearing in the Chinese and German internet domain from November 2007 to February 2008)
  (SHA1: 37026ef395875456b04f18651aacf8d0eb5568ec)
  I also stamped this secure PDF version at Stampyourdocuments.com. The certificate they offer can be seen here.
  My Experience... (The original current version with one paragraph added)
  

  The electronic copyright registration number (May 2008) of the HTML version of this story that I posted on a German website in the said time is: TXu001577202. Check the Library of Congress Copyright Office. The HTML version can be downloaded here. The Copyright Office registration certificate can be seen here and here.

  NOTICE: I completed the draft of this story in October 16 2007, without the concluding portion (describing my trip to Taiwan in October 18 2007) and without the real names of some people crossed out, and left one copy in the Law Library of Taiwan University. After I completed the current version in early November 2007, I went to China in Dec 29 2007 and from there to Germany in Jan 21 2008. I left one copy of this current version in the Library of Religious Studies at the Western campus of Johann Wolfgang Goethe University, Frankfurt. After I came back to Los Angeles in February 2008, I left another copy of the final version in Novel Cafe, Santa Monica, around March. The government is most likely aware of this, and may very well have instructed someone to take away the copies and do something with them, like registering them or publishing them somewhere, in order to make it look like I copy this work I wrote from someone else should the situation arise in the future.

  The laptop on which I wrote this story is my Gateway W340UI. I have had to turn it in to Best Buy in late October 2007 for repair after I came back from Taiwan (receipt), and then two more times in February 2008 after I came back from Europe (receipt 1 and receipt 2). The Geek Squad at Best Buy were of course all either from Homeland Security clandestine team or in cooperation with DHS. I know they have changed the hard disk in February, and who knows if they changed the hard disk in October 2007. It's possible that they have transferred the hard disk they have removed from my laptop to another computer to make it look like another person wrote it (as evidence in Court: this I only explain in the story below). My only proof -- see my petition (e.g. p. 224) for explanation. After that see the Attachment 1. After that, watch this video.

  I have written an "addenda" to "My experience..." during Dec 2007 and Jan 2008. This narrative however purposely omits many important details of my encountering at the time.

• 3. The investigation of a schizophrenic.

  This narrative is supposed to correct the errors I made in "My experience..." in regard to understanding what was happening to me in 2007.

  • Part I; registration certificate
  • Part II

• 4. My insignificant life up to 2005

  It summarizes my boring and insignificant life before the onset in 2005 of my extraordinary troubles and suffering that are unprecedented in human history.

  Nov 12 2008: These writings are supposed to make up my "memoir", according to my plan at the moment. When they are all done I'll put them into a single book, with perhaps the title Journey into the Most Detestable and Suffering Unprecedented: Surviving Government's Clandestine Operations. Hopefully, I'll survive long enough to finish the book. The sequence in which the various parts shall be ordered and read as a single memoir is: (1) "My worthless life up to 2005"; (2) "My experience..."; (3) "Addenda to 'My experience...'"; (4) "How I have been made into a different person" with "Part I: China and Europe" and "Part II: Karin's meetup groups".

• 5. The Path toward Scientific Enlightenment (1999 - 2007)
  The copyright certificates of this work can be seen here: first time (Sept 2004); second time (July 2005); third time (around Dec 2006); fourth time (around May 2008).

  Because the composition of this work started in 1999, it was done on many different computers, some mine, some public computers in the libraries of UCLA, UQAM (University of Quebec at Montreal), and McGill (Montreal). None of my own computers on which I composed it are in my possession anymore. The two old PCs on which I was writing this work before Jan 2005 were given to my aunt Jennifer Y when I went to Montreal. Two and a half months after I returned to Long Beach CA from Montreal (Jun 14 2006), I bought an E-Machine from PC Club on Bellflower Blvd in Long Beach with my Paypal credit card for 454 Dollar. You may see the screenshots of the transaction here and here. I did more of the composition on this computer, until Jan 1 when I moved out of my apartment in Long Beach and gave this computer to my then-best friend Wesley N. Since both my aunt and my then-best friend were subsequently (in the beginning of 2008) required to cooperate with the government in erasing my identity and attributing my works to the “fake Lawrence C h i n” the latter has invented, they may have turned these three computers to the Authority so that the government clandestine team may take the hard disks out and give them to the “fake Lawrence” for him to then claim “evidence” that he wrote my book “The Thermodynamic Interpretation of History” and “Scientific Enlightenment”. This is a possibility that I dread and would like to point out here.

  Due to the intensification of (what others may call) my illness or (what I myself call) my unfortunate predicament (whoever is at fault for it) I have, by May 2007, stopped composing the remainder of this massive project of a theory of everything. I turned instead to the writing of my memoir, i.e. the two stories you see above. I'm in far too much misery to do anything academic anymore.